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hiya! [14 Jun 2006|11:28pm]
wow... so it says i haven't updated in some... 69 weeks. that's quite a milestone.
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[16 Feb 2005|04:09pm]
CLARA!! they've licensed naruto! shiezzus, what are we gonna do now? i had a feeling this was gonna happen soon....
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[11 Feb 2005|06:52am]
[ mood | tired ]

ah... getting ready to embark on a 9 hour journey to colorado. it's funny, it seems like it hasn't been that long since i was there last... but it seems like an eternity since i last saw my girlfriend. it's funny how the whole frame of reference thing works.
i've been unreasonably tired lately. i only have classes on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday but those are the days that I always end up being tired, even before i start. any other day and it's just, whatever. energy-filled, basketball shooting, hill climbing, guitar playing, and writing filled days. i like those.
i don't know about you guys, but lately the dreamworld hasn't been the escape that it used to be. maybe it has something to do with me being so stress-free. last semester, all i did was worry, so every dream was like... wonderful. lately, life has been good, so the dreams have been bad. consistent nightmares, the worst kind, too. not the surreal, you KNOW it's a dream kind of dream, but those dreams that root themselves in reality and possibility, so that when you wake up you think "THANK GOD, i was just dreaming." Maybe it's just my brain's way of balancing out, ya know, dreams are only pleasant when life is a nightmare.


[09 Feb 2005|01:15pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

happy multicultural new year.


~Maybe... I don't know. [04 Feb 2005|09:06am]
How beautiful would you be...
if you smiled only for me?
would your lips be as soft and fine
if pressed on lips that aren't mine?
I tell you that in this world your arms are the softest, your legs, the best,
but is that only because around my waist is where they rest?
They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder
is any woman so beautiful in the eyes of the one who loves her?
In your eyes, what do I look like? I wonder,
is what you see what I see when I look in the mirror?
Is there something more to what you see?
Is there more than just the reflection of me?
So, what makes you special? What makes me more,
than what you can find at any corner drug-store?
Look to your left and look to your right,
random people stride into your line of sight.
Would she be as beautiful to me? He as handsome to you?
If they could smile the way we do?
If so, how beautiful would she be?
If she smiled a smile meant only for me?

[18 Jan 2005|08:56pm]

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

this is quite accurate... i DO have rose colored glasses according to one maasa hosotani.

[18 Jan 2005|08:41pm]

You Are 17 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

lord that is perfect. here i am, MR. 17.... ask anyone... hahahaha. perfect. i guess this is a positive omen for the next semester. i'm hoping i get into this english class, but if that happens i have to drop this french class. shiezzus... decisions, decisions... affected by a lot of waiting about. well, i hope i'll know what my sched is by next week.
man... lately... it's been nothing but drama... sleep.... and sleep drama (i.e. nightmares). shiezz... i need to escape from my mind. on a lighter note, though... i did come up on a loveseat couch yesterday. i love how i just happen to find free and useful furniture laying about the streets of berkeley. this city has been good to me indeed. i love how i have to carry heavy objects down streets by my lonesome. i'm just thankful it wasn't a couch with a pull-out bed.... otherwise i'd still be out there pushing it home. hahahahahaha.

[11 Jan 2005|05:01pm]
[ mood | distressed ]


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[09 Dec 2004|05:30pm]
bored... iq test... 140.... genius? i think not. on to paper that is due tomorrow.... (haven't started yet... some genius, yeah? =)
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[07 Dec 2004|11:41pm]
whew... this fifteen page research paper has been on my ass for WEEKS. i just finished it and refining the damn bibliography a la MLA style just a few minutes ago. man... i could really use some booze right about now. as it so happens though, the only thing available for my (short lived) celebration is a little bit on the cup noodles. man... i never thought i'd really live up to that stereotypical vision of college life... but the noodles i have, and the noodles have been eaten (for the past two weeks). well... that's one down, one to go... and finals well on the way. ARRRGGGHHH. SCHOOOOL!!! i hates it.

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