ah... getting ready to embark on a 9 hour journey to colorado. it's funny, it seems like it hasn't been that long since i was there last... but it seems like an eternity since i last saw my girlfriend. it's funny how the whole frame of reference thing works.
i've been unreasonably tired lately. i only have classes on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday but those are the days that I always end up being tired, even before i start. any other day and it's just, whatever. energy-filled, basketball shooting, hill climbing, guitar playing, and writing filled days. i like those.
i don't know about you guys, but lately the dreamworld hasn't been the escape that it used to be. maybe it has something to do with me being so stress-free. last semester, all i did was worry, so every dream was like... wonderful. lately, life has been good, so the dreams have been bad. consistent nightmares, the worst kind, too. not the surreal, you KNOW it's a dream kind of dream, but those dreams that root themselves in reality and possibility, so that when you wake up you think "THANK GOD, i was just dreaming." Maybe it's just my brain's way of balancing out, ya know, dreams are only pleasant when life is a nightmare.